Holy fucking shit. Hear this. There's a dance at school tomorrow night. Skyler's going because she and that guy, Jacob were supposed to go together, but he had bmx racing to do. I never gave any thought of actually going, but...holy fucking shit.
Today Josh said at lunch that he wanted to ask this one girl, but chickened out. Just then, he looked at me with those big brown eyes of his. Not in that shameful, I don't know if I should tell her this kind of way, but in an udefinable way that meant he might be talking about me. I started to blush madly, so I turned my attention to my math homework on the table like a wimpy dork. I told myself that it was okay to leave the conversation real quick to recover from my blushing because Josh was still talking with Jake Mellon. Funny guy. lol. But after a minute or two, I came back to the conversation and we started talking about virginity and what sex means to men and women.
Moral of the story: HOLY FUCKING SHIT. I didnt even THINK about going to the dance with him. Goddamnit. I hate this. Now I'm going to be thinking about this all weekend. Kill me now. What could have been...
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