...He said it. I wasn't ever expecting him to, but he finally said it out loud. "...I like you..." Most adorably perfect sentence I've ever heard Josh say. I can't help but smile to myself just thinking about it.
"...I'll be honest, I've liked you for a really long time...like...months." I said...meaning a little under a year. I've only just allowed myself to accept my feelings for him in the last five months, though. Last year, I forced myself to hold my tongue and turn down his flirtation. It was torture not being able to flirt back or show him how I felt. And I forced myself to suffer... simply for the good of my friend, Jordan. I don't want to call her emotionally frail or anything, but I knew she'd be hurt if I tried to go after him while she was driven with infatuation for him. I couldn't do that to her, and I would hate myself for hurting her, so I turned down his every move. ...And it pained me to know that he had no idea how I felt.
When I admitted to him how I felt, he smiled and his eyes widened in surprise at my...lasting crush.
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