Relationships?

     Man, this sucks being in school. I only got to message Russel & Travis once last night. Yesterday was the Christmas Choir Concert, and it was horrible. My outfit was okay though. When I tried to talk to Russel on the way to the buses, he barely talked. He was so out of it. That doesn't mean that what happened over the weekend is over, though. ;)  Even just the way held me felt amazing. Sure, I have emotional feelings for him, but I'm tired of being single without anything physical. Russel probably likes me for me, but if he just wants my body, who cares? I'm okay with it. A real relationship with him would definitely be great, but a straight up physical relationship would be okay with me. (I just reread this, and I realized that it really hurt when I said that last sentence. It would be horrible if he really didn't care about me. That was stupid of me to say.)

     Well, I'll always remember that it started on December 10, 2011 ~ 12-10-11

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     Hmmm...   what should I write? I can't think of anything. Well, my blog is pretty cool, I guess. Hannah still creeps on that one guy. ;)  I forgot to bring an apple to lunch, too. Fml. The shirt I'm wearing is from last night's choir concert (where we were out-shined by the Spartan Aires and Select Choir) . I honestly think it makes my body look the way I feel it should. Though it makes my boobs look no bigger than they really are, it gives me a good look to my figure (unlike this one stupid purple and white striped sweater I have that makes me look lumpy and flat-chested) , especially with my hair clipped up, and my little white flower clip in my bangs. It shows my neck and collar bone, too. :)  I still think it's a hot part of the body. Especially with kisses right down the jugular vein. That's just where it feels best in my opinion. :)

          God, I love my life. <3

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     I honestly think I spend the majority of my time writing in my notebook during classes. Well, not all my classes, but if I start writing, I don't stop until my next period. Like in math, this past week, I did NOTHING but write. I didn't do one paper unless we had to, like a quiz or something. I didn't even pretend to work or listen at all. The material was just so boring, and  I was flipping out about getting ready for the overnighter. Even though I had no idea what was going on, I think I totally just aced the test we did today. =)  How great is that? It was just a little basic info and a few basic concepts that I picked up off the quiz we took last week. :)  I rock.